I've never been this happy...

Hahahahahahahaha.... :)

Sa tinigal-tagal kong SINGLE.
Sa wakas, may nagkamali na ring pumorma sa akin. . .

Ngayon, lang ako naging ganito kasaya. . .

Papatunayan ko sayo at sa lahat na mahal na mahal kita higit pa sa sarili ko. .
(kinikilig naman yan...)

Sana alam mo kung gaano ka ka-special sa buhay ko. . .

At sana hindi na matapos ito. . .

Hindi man obvious, mahal na mahal kita. . .
DIANNE ANGELES CRUZ. . .

Yan ang tatandaan mo... :)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. . . .

I WILL BE YOURS FOREVER. . . .


xoxo,

Nina...

What a look day?

Today was like hell, I'm so tired and sleepy...
I felt like today will be forever...

I slept at 5 in the morning and I woke up 8 in the morning.
I only got 3 hours of sleep, fatigue was getting in my nerves.
But it's okay because I got the chance to talk to her for about 2 hours.
(For others, it must be stupid for me to be happy about this but I do feel happy.)

I got to do the house chores all day.
After I still have class to attend to, but thanks to her I do not feel a thing.
Just a text message from her, all my aches and fatigue goes away.

"She's like my ecstasy everyday, that gives me high for everything I do."

I want be with her all the time...

xoxo,

Nina...

Now, I'm sure....

I'm so in-love with her...

I'm so missing her...

I'm so desperate to be with her...

I'm so caring for her..

I'm willing to wait for her forever because of my love...

I"m giving her all my trust because I'm so in-love with her...

Desperate as it sounds, I'm willing to do everything for her...
Just to please her....

I LOVE MY CHEF... :)

xoxo,

Nina...

Maybe, I'm just alittle bit confuse...

I like her so much but I like him too...

The difference is that I less like him today maybe because she completes me...

Even though we keep our status private, I know I like her the same way I like my first love before...

I want to be with her all the TIME...
I know that this kind of relationship wouldn't last but I'm willing to wait and be patient..

I will wait for her whether it takes me forever....

NOW, I know that starting today I love her more than him...
Even though I know that he can give me everything I would still go for my CHEF..

My Chef give me the things that he can't and won't...
It's confusing because he is a man but lacks all a man can give to a woman..
I know that no one is perfect but why can't he feel that something is lacking our relationship...


I LOVE YOU, MY CHEF... :)

xoxo,

Nina...

I will wait for you...

You said I have to wait...
And I will...




I will wait for you, even if it takes forever...




I will wait for you 'til the last air that I breathe...




I will wait for you 'til my heart stops beating...




As long as you want me on your side, I will wait for you..




I will cherish every smile that I see on your face...





I will comfort you whenever you feel alone and sad...





I will love you 'til the last time of my life...




But please...



Come Back to me and never leave me, because I love you with all my heart and soul...





I love you so much....


xoxo,

Nina...

Mommy, I feel sick...

Ouch!

My head hurts...

My nose is sore...

My eyes are tearing...

My body aches...

I feel a lot of pain today..

I am still sick, very sick... :(

I want to sleep but I can't breathe when I lie down..

THIS SUCKS!!!

I hate it when I get sick...

especially if it is the flu with colds joining it..

They say this disease is the trend nowadays in the hospital..

But I say why did I have to get this trend...

Can't I follow the new trends in the fashion industry...

AWWW... I feel dizzy...

GTG, i think i need to rest..

xoxo,

niña....

It's hard....

It's hard to pretend when you really don't understand why...

It's hard to pretend when you really don't feel the same way...

It's hard to pretend when you really don't care...

It's hard to pretend when you really don't know the truth...

I just thought if what would happen if I haven't chose the decisions I chose...

I just thought what if one day when I woke up he doesn't love me anymore...

I just thought of him living me alone with all the dreams, we built together...

I just thought what if he got really tired of my childish acts...

Whether what happen I know that it is what meant for me...

I just have to accept the truth...

The truth really hurts, especially if it unfavored you.

*sad face*

But I will still keep on loving him, even though he stop loving me...

*crying*

I LOVE YOU... :(

xoxo,

niña...

Success on its way. . .

I'm So Happy!!!!!

THIS IS MY SUCCESS!!! :)

I want to jump so high to reach the sky above... :)

I want to sing on the top of my lungs... :)

I want to dance to any tune... :)

I'm so weird! I so happy for passing my College Admission Test....

This is the effect of success to me... :)

I never thought I could find.....

HIM.... :)

I thought I couldn't find HIM in my whole life...

I thought I was going to grow old alone...

But now that his with me, I would never let him go...

What ever troubles we would facing, I'm sure that will be with each others arms...

Our love for each other is endless...

Even though we're far apart we still manage to keep our relationship intact...

Though many would be against our relationship

We'll still be protecting and loving each other till the end...

Though the we would still be far apart, I know that he would be faithful to me.

No matter what happens, he wouldn't gave in to temptations.

As he always say, I'm the only girl in his life... (I know many guys say this words)

But still I believe him...

* Baby, Alam kong maraming beses mo ng sinabi na ako lang ang babae sa buhay mo... Na ako lang ang pinakamamahal mo... Na tayong dalawa ay habang buhay ng magsasama...

Naniniwala ako sa lahat ng ito, kaya binibigay ko sayo ang buong puso ko; sana ingatan mo at alagaan..

Kapag dumating ang pakakataon na ayaw mo, sawa ka at may iba ka ng mahal, wag kang matakot at mahiyang ibalik sa akin ang puso ko... Mas gugustuhin ko pa yun, dahil ayoko ng masaktan.. Tama ng nasaktan ako, sana wag mo ng ulitin at gayahin...

I LOVE YOU BABY... :)

xoxo,

Niña...

After a very long time....

I thought I wouldn't be able to write in my blog.. :)

But I started my year, my 2011 year very happy and satisfied...

The past year, I lost all the things that I have...

I forgot what my life is all about...

I destroyed all my dreams for a person.... (READ MY FIRST BLOG)

I crashed my families dreams for me...

But still even though I almost lost everything, I manage to stand up with my head held up high...

I know I made a lot of wrong choices in the past year...

Now, I'm very thankful because I still have my family; they never left me...

I keep on asking myself, how did I get in so much trouble? and how did I manage to choose HIM instead of my family that was always their for me...

NOW, after a year... I"m ready to START over again for me and my baby...

xoxo,

Niña...