It's hard....

It's hard to pretend when you really don't understand why...

It's hard to pretend when you really don't feel the same way...

It's hard to pretend when you really don't care...

It's hard to pretend when you really don't know the truth...

I just thought if what would happen if I haven't chose the decisions I chose...

I just thought what if one day when I woke up he doesn't love me anymore...

I just thought of him living me alone with all the dreams, we built together...

I just thought what if he got really tired of my childish acts...

Whether what happen I know that it is what meant for me...

I just have to accept the truth...

The truth really hurts, especially if it unfavored you.

*sad face*

But I will still keep on loving him, even though he stop loving me...

*crying*

I LOVE YOU... :(

xoxo,

niña...